...and the way the rain comes down hard. It's how I feel inside... (The Cure)
From the 28th floor of Nikko Hotel, Jakarta, Zoom bar & Lounge. The farewell party of my ECD. It was great, a bit disguisting but fun... Outside the heavy falling rain outside seems to be more attractive. With a glass of Vodka in my hand I stood and watch 'em falling, showering the street of Jakarta... for a sec i thought... I could jump... and if I did, it's gottabe the perfect time and place to do it.
I drink the whole more and say to myself... "Heck, we alll gonna die anyway... now or later... realy dont make any difference".
So I ask my friend to go down.
Get into his car....
and go home.
Yea, you're right... it's just not the perfect reason,