suddenly it all comes back to me.

the hurt from the betrayal.

i know that...

like about a few weeks before it all happened, or even a few days. something is wrong.

you can't tell... you just know.

and this hunch guided you thru all the signs on what to do to uncover.

and no matter how ready you are to see the truth... you never will.

it felt like there's a hand inside your stomach pinch and pull things in every corner.

your brain suddenly stopped giving commands to the rest part of your body.

thinking hard, yet stay very silent.

questioning every seconds that passed.

every details that slipped.

ended up with one single word...

why?

When mistrust comes in, love goes out.
-Irish quotes-