I’m sure you have your own favourite song. The song of a lifetime hehehe Well, mine is “Out of This World” of The Cure… For one simple reason, it’s stopped me from committing suicide hehehe… Yah, you know… have you ever been a teenage who’d thought you did all the things in life and felt like there’s nothing else that needs to be done. Just as you thought of that, you’re life getting slower. That’s because you knew that whatever you do, you’ll end up dead. Yes, eventually we all gonna die. It’s either do life harshly or enjoy it slowly. I choose the last one.

All until I heard this song.

When we look back at it all as i know we will
you and me, wide eyed
i wonder...
Will we really remember how it feels to be this alive?

And i know we have to go
i realize we always have to turn away
always have to go back to real lives

But real lives are why we stay
for another dream
another day
for another world
another way
for another way...
One last time before it's over
one last time before the end
one last time before it's time to go again...

Since then I put a list of dreams. It is dreams that keep me alive. Silly maybe, but that’s what it is…. So when I heard The Cure is about to held a concert in Singapore I don’t need any other reasons. I like the band since I was high school. I like the song and the lyrics. I collect some of their album. It would be a total moronic, absurd, idiot, if I’m not going. I will feel bad about myself for the rest of my life. Only, 2 weeks before it happened… I got sick, some short of bacteria messing with my metabolism that I need to stay at the hospital. But God let me go to see Robert and his gang right a day before the concert. So I went. And hell yeah it was worth it. Even if I have to sit all the time but it such a fair terms that I have to commit.

You know what? It was dream that got me going. And somewhere between the concerts, I can see him looked at me and smiled, and probably said things like, “Will we really remember how it feels to be this alive?”