How do you know you're ready for another 10-K? How are your feet? Is it still hurt from your last time? How do you know you're going to make a right decision, since the last time you thought was right ended up wrong? How do you know you should fight now? How's your fist going? Have you get rid off any band aid sticked in your hand? Wil it hurt you instead of your opposite? [sigh]

Right now, i think im gonna lay low for a bit. close my eyes. feel the air flow gently thru my hair. let everything going as is. not putting so much of myself into any short of hope. i know what im gonna do... hold tight, feel the air, goes in to my lung, out... in... out... feel it... feel... it.

"you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too - even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling." says Morrie. Taken from Tuesday with Morrie by Mitch Albom