Waktu ada temen saya yang tanya apa saya percaya pada Karma? Saya bilang iya, bahkan pada kasus saya itu selalu terbalas dengan cepat. Jika saya ngegampar orang ngga lebih lama dari sebulan cek aja pipi kiri atau kanan saya kalo ngga merah sebelah hehehe. Makanya saya suka kadang mikir kalo nyakitin orang trus ngga ada kejadian apa-apa, apakah karena saya pernah disakitin sebelomnya, atau Mang Karma masih ngasah golok dulu di sumur belakang hehehe Yang pasti seseorang pasti kena getahnya. Believe it or not!

Sekarang the ultimate question adalah, bagaimana jika ada orang yang nyakitin saya? Hehehe Anehnya jawabannya adalah, seikhlas-ikhlasnya saya, tetap aja ngga lama kemudian orang itu bakal ngerasain sakit yang sama entah dari saya atau orang lain, dan biasanya saya langsung dikasi rezeki besar. Hehehe... bersyukur aja, nikmatin dunia yang aturan mainnya kadang dibacain dengan jelas di depan, jadi lebih enak bukan?

Percaya Karma, percaya nilai Tat Twam Asi, it won't hurt... i guess hehehe... Du du du du du!

"Selamat Hari Raya Nyepi untuk Teman-Teman saya di Bali!"

(Ali, not the man, but the spirit within) 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars
Walk with me, walk like me
Talk to me, talk like me
But keep your voice lower now

Twinkle Twinkle Little Stars
Witness this, witness here
That someday the word would know
about their next big thing...

...and yea I had a dream honey,
for dreams shall keeps us alive...

It ain’t easy lah pokonya mah kalo kata Incognito, walopun it ain’t easy tetep aja kita butuh yang namanya partner. Penting banget, biar semua lebih ringan... bayangin aja kalo main badminton sendiri, ngadu layangan, main billyard, betulin antena TV, rally di Paris Dakkar, kudu ngebuang sisa cabe yang nyelip di gigi, ngadepin bapak pacar saat ke-gab nidurin anaknya (oops, kalo itu emang kudu sendiri ye? hehehe...).

Partner saat main, saat kerja, partner dalam keluarga... atau partner dalam hidup, partner yang ada saat kita kudu mengisi kekopongan pas jadwalnya squash, pas brainstorming atau presentasi, pas ngambil raport anak, atau pas kudu mutusin baju biru maspion atau ijo stabillo (or neither since it’s a night formal party we should attend ;p).

Bukan partner yang mangkir di dua detik terakhir pas janjian surfing di Bali yang semua-semuanya udah di booking 2 minggu sebelumnya padahal udah kadung ambil cuti trus susah untuk reserve dan mahalnya selangit kalo dibayar sendiri sementara temen lain ngga ada yang bisa back-up (bentar ambil nafas fyuuhhhh...), bukan pula partner yang sesekali nongol di brainstorming lalu Missing in Action pas skejul presentasi, bukan partner yang sibuk kerja ampe gatau kalo rumahnya hampir di demo tetangga gara2 sebelas anaknya nangis bebarengan, atau partner yang berangkat ke pesta bareng tapi kemudian sibuk sendiri ama dunianya (are we still on honey? ;p)

Hehehe... jadi partner yang baik emang susah, mungkin bisa dimulai dari sendiri, dengan menganggap keberadaan partner kita sama pentingnya dengan kita mungkin salah satunya. Mencoba menghargai setiap detil yang terjadi, dari mulai jujur kalo ngga bisa bikin janji, ngupdate kerjaan karena gak ikut present atau brainstorming atau mulai mikirin kalo tanpa dukungan keluarga di belakang mungkin kita ngga akan bisa sampe disini, and honey you know what... it's not that i dont want to accompany you, but after a long browsing, i found a name for a profession that’ll suit you best... a driver ;p.

Well partner, let’s fill today a lil better than yesterday!

Cheers!

it's dead. there's no need to get back every five minutes and see if there's any pulse going on. it's dead. move on... walk away! (from Rules of Life).

So i sat there, on my small so called balcony, watching every bit of raindrops. Thinking how we can be so blind to see what lay around in front of us. Frightened of what'll become. If we just humble enough to sticked our face to the window and not too arogant to get our hand out so we can feel the raindrop touches the surface of our skin, we might learn something.

Touch the rain! Feel them splashed, I don't care... For it's only water and wet is all it can gets... 

Sa-wa-dee khap!

Welcome to Bangkok, lost in translatation... lone in love. A time to think. A time to reveale. People said "Choo-ay dai mai!" in Chatucak. Oh... at night, the smiling people, the busy street, and the smell of an old cheap odoure, plus cheering light at Pat Phong says, "Khoon Ci Ay Lay? Shuoy Maak Maad " or what's your name, you look beatiful!

And things started to messed up... missing the daily hug of an open heart. Regreting things I shoul've done earlier. Fuck it, im going back! Pom raak kuuuuuuuuuuun!

It's like rain, on your wedding day
It's a free ride, when you've already paid
It's the good advice, that you just didn't take
And who would've thought? It figures

Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out
When you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in your face

(Alanis Morissette-Irony)