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| your menu mam... |
| 03.31.05 (5:42 am) [edit] |
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“If you are what you eat and you don't know what you're eating, do you know who you are?” Claude Fischler Jika menu kamu adalah saya.... How do you want me to be? Apa cemilan goreng di tiap waktu senggangmu? Enak... tapi kolesterolnya tidak baik untuk kesehatan... Atau appetizer di sebuah restoran A la France? bener-bener bikin kita dig for more..... Cuman terkadang malah ruin your next appetite for eating... Atau main course a.k.a makanan utama... dikonsumsi sekali langsung bikin kenyang... I guess the next line would be... "Sampai jumpa lagi di selera makan berikutnya!" Atau mungkin hidangan penutup...? yang ada bagus, tiada pun tak ngaruh. Atau baiknya kembali ke lidah tradisional Indonesia, yang pulang untuk karedok, ketoprak atau gado-gado karena muatan segala ada-nya. Dimakan di depan, belakang, tengah, samping atau atas-bawah... tetep enak, raos, ngeunahen...he..he...he.. Tetep nendang karena kuantitasnya, tetep bergizi (i hope) karena ragam isinya. Tetep terjangkau dan fun karenanya. So... Udah nemuin mau makan apa? |
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| ...dan lelaki kecil itu berkeputusan |
| 03.23.05 (8:11 pm) [edit] |
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Apakah ini persinggahan? Kuputuskan tinggal disini biar tiap kali bisa memandang bunga-bunga di taman yang kau rancang Dan bunga-bunga di wajahmu, kemekaran tak layu-layu bukankah itu menjauhkanmu dari pilu? Dirumah yang kau gambar sukacita kutebar sebuah masa kelak dalam hingar bunga-bunga kita saksikan anak-anak lahir tumbuh, dewasa lalu kita siap ditinggalkan tapi tetap berdua ...sesuatu yang sudah sempurna sejak mula... Dan aku terus di sini sampai tenggelam di matamu menyusupi tubuhmu menguap menjelma rama-rama setia menghingapi bunga Dari novel “Akademos” oleh Bagus Takwin |
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| the route to medina |
| 03.22.05 (9:07 pm) [edit] |
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Malam itu hujan deras, namun serasa tanggung saya memacu motor saya lebih kencang lagi, seolah dalam ratusan meter yang akan terlewati, saya semakin dekat dengan tujuan. Lampu motor tua itu selalu saja lepas setiap kali ban menghantam jalan berlubang hingga kedua tangan yang memegang kemudi harus kehilangan fokusnya untuk memeganginya dan tak ayal basah kuyub sudah pakaian yang ada. Disaat-saat sendiri seperti kala itu saya jadi banyak menghabiskan waktu di kantor hingga pulang larut malam tanpa mempedulikan cuaca yang sedang bergeliat. Malam yang meninggalkan hujan rintiknya tampak terlalu tua untuk menyisakan penjaja makanan yang saya impi-impikan. Dan tukang sate itu masih mangkal di depan jalan tempat tinggal saya. Hadirnya dia seperti oase di gurun Sahara dikala dahaga mendera. Masih dalam basah kuyub saya memesan 5 tusuk dengan satu lontong untuk ganjel perut malem itu. Dalam basah kuyub ditemani makan sate dan segelas teh tawar hangat seraya memandang motor tua saya. Motor pertama yang saya beli semenjak kedatangan saya ke Jakarta. Dia telah menemani saya cukup lama dan rencana menukarnya dengan motor baru semakin dekat. Sayang memang, tapi benda mati yang tahan banting ini harus tergantikan seiring dengan jaman. Toh, uang yang terkumpul sudah cukup. Kali lain saya kesana sudah membawa motor baru, si tukang sate sempat tertegun. “Wah, nda salah nih?”. Tidak selang berapa lama, apa yang biasa saya pesan sudah tersaji. Sambil menyeka sisa air hujan di rambut yang sesekali menjatuhi bumbu sate, saya makan lahap dan membayangkan sesuatu yang lebih besar. Hujan di malam itu adalah hujan yang paling saya nikmati. Setiap butirnya adalah ucapan Hamdallah atas apa yang saya capai, wiper menyapunya begitu butiran menyentuh kacanya. Dan setiap sapuan ke kiri saya seringkali tersenyum sendiri. Tanpa sadar saya menumpukan kedua tangan saya pada kemudi, seolah memeluk kendaraan ini, seperti personal bonding dengan tuannya. “Lho nda salah nih?” ucapan dan raut ketertegunan tukang sate itu terlihat lagi beberapa menit setelah memarkir mobil. Saya tersenyum dan mengiyakan. Kesendirian malam ini saya nikmati sambil melahap 5 tusuk sate dan segelas teh tawar hangat. Mata saya memandang mobil hitam itu, kemudian menerawang membayangkan sesuatu yang lebih besar. Someday my friend.... someday.... All men dream: but not equally. T. E. Lawrence |
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| haru, biru, bukan ambigu |
| 03.21.05 (6:59 pm) [edit] |
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Jatuh cintakah aku? Sementara waktu berlari memburu dan jarak menghapus jejak-jejak, membuat iri keasingan? Setiap dekapan adalah kata-kata, ditulis dalam isyarat dan belum sempat dikodekan dalam ingatan. Hanya sejenak yang kita alami tapi puluhan anak kita telah menyebar di angan-angan. Sedang kita bahkan tak tahu berangkat dari mana. Sepertinya, negerimu terlalu asing diselimuti rajutan tebal kesendirianmu. Sementara negeriku, belum lengkap kumamah. Jatuh cintakah kita? Dari novel “Akademos” oleh Bagus Takwin It comes to my mind... "What's the use of rush when we know we'll get there anyway..." Then this morning i found my old book (Sun Tzu-The Art of War), just as i opened it, there's this interesting writing... If you skip over necessary preparation and move hastily into a difficult conflict situation, even if you work day and night, you will have little chance of success. Your efforts will be scaterred. Your resources wasted. Your motivation destroyed. From The Art of War by Sun Tzu Well... it's odd. A slap on the back of our head... Just move backward a lil... come closer... I need you to sit here with me, might not be the best seat ever, but from here we will see everything clearer. Here's something to remind... Aku Ingin Aku ingin Mencintaimu dengan sederhana Dengan kata yang tak sempat disampaikan kayu Kepada api yang menjadikannya abu Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana Dengan isyarat yag tak sempat disampaikan awan Kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada Sapardi Djoko Damono |
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| How I Miss the Shower of Your Kisses |
| 03.21.05 (4:43 am) [edit] |
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One day, you’ll look To see I’ve gone. But tomorrow may rain, so I’ll follow the sun. Someday, you’ll know I was the one. But tomorrow may rain, so I’ll follow the sun. And now the time has come, And so, my love, I must go. And though I loose a friend, In the end you will know. One day, you’ll find That I have gone. But tomorrow may rain, so I’ll follow the sun. But tomorrow may rain, so I’ll follow the sun. And now the time has come, And so, my love, I must go. And though I loose a friend, In the end you will know. One day, you’ll find That I have gone. But tomorrow may rain, so I’ll follow the sun. I Follow The Sun, The Beatles |
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| Banyu Putih |
| 03.21.05 (4:28 am) [edit] |
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I'm a water... Aquarius is the sign of the unconventional and surprises. An Aquarius has a passion for personal freedom and honesty. They can also be very exiting because they enjoy doing things spontaneously and on impulse. Most Aquarius individuals enjoy surprising and shocking others in different ways. Aquarius people love "being different" and staying away from the social norms. They value and respect those who are willing to be different and unique. Most of the time an Aquarius spends time out doors seeking adventure and new friends. Friendships are very special to Aquarius individuals but they don't become emotionally attach they just want to have fun and share life with friends. They can let go of friends easily. They're shockingly honest too. Aquarius men and women are also very energetic and fun loving. All Aquarius people enjoy Rebelling against whatever is "usual" or normal. They don't like being normal or usual. They'll fight to stay unique. Being unique and abstract is also extremely important to the Aquarius. An Aquarius will fight for others and try to help society and humanity as a whole whenever possible. They don't like seeing people being treated wrong just because of their differences. They are also helpful and service, too. They can also be irresponsible, careless, and just overly rebellious to the point it doesn't do any good. They act on whims without preparing. They usually try to be unique and that's what makes them different. His first contact with a woman has to be made through the mind. Before he can become physically stimulated, he must be intellectually stimulated. For Aquarius the meeting of minds always precedes the meeting of bodies. He wants to make love to somebody, not just any body. Give him half a chance and he'll fall in love. He thinks that that is a natural—and delightful—condition. But falling in love and loving mean two different things to this man, and the latter is likely to bring out his inner conflicts. One reason is that Aquarius tends to repress emotion. He is a cerebral sign, and he's somewhat unnerved and embarrassed by emotion. Also, love represents a demand on him and he has a fierce need for independence. In addition, loving means making room for another person, and in common with the other fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, and Scorpio). Aquarius does not adapt easily to others. Others have to adapt to him. He is very attractive to women, but he may not linger long in a liaison. To him, love passes like a train in the night and there is always another train coming along the track. Yet Aquarius isn't a Don Juan. He is remarkably true to this women—in his fashion. He doesn't try to keep many women on his string at one time. Rather he believes in consecutive monogamy. Even if he marries, he doesn't consider the bond to be forged in steel. Aquarius men are the most often married in the zodiac. The Aquarius man does not expect any woman to be easily won. His patience is proverbial and a woman may finally make the proposition herself. Then, surprisingly, she'll discover how intensely and passionately her Aquarius lover has wanted her. When a love affair is underway he makes up for lost time. A woman will find that making love with him is like living in the midst of a carnival—there's always a new and exciting ride.advice7.com ...show me the place, and i'll blend into you. |
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| i dunno where i can save u from |
| 03.20.05 (2:18 am) [edit] |
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Kantor itu sudah berubah, dulu waktu pertama kali saya masuk sebagai mahasiswa magang, semuanya terlihat asik dan kompak. Ada satu yang menarik perhatian, sebuah poster bertuliskan "It's great to be number two" or something like that. Sebuah positioning yang mantap. Jadi kalo klien bingung ngga dapet yang nomor satu, kita siap jadi alternatif. Perangkap bosok, jebakan batman, atau tipuan robin... yang jelas account banyak yang masuk. Terus saya masuk sebagai bagian darinya setelah beberapa tahun lamanya. Lambat laun baru ketahuan, politik kantor tai kucingnya sangat kuat. Tarik ulur banyak kepentingan. Semua ingin punya suara, smua ingin punya andil dalam mengarahkan. Cukup menyulitkan buat kita yang ingin bergerak maju. Setelah melalui banyak pertimbangan kantor itu sekarang saya tinggalkan. Mungkin suatu saat saya balik lagi... Mungkin jika positioningnya jelas... Lalu kita bisa maju bersama. Amin. From the OST of Closer (Blower's Daughter by Damien Rice) |
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| kekeuh sumeukeuh |
| 03.05.05 (1:22 am) [edit] |
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do you want me, yes or no? do you love me, yes or no? do you like me, yes or no? do you want to fuck me more than you want to kill me, yes or no? say no... i don't care! i'm sure there is a "yes" in every no... ;p |
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