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A Blessful Afternoon
06.28.04 (12:03 am)   [edit]
On A High
Duncan Sheik

I'm on a high, I'm on a high
there's nothing more to it.
We are the sea and the sky
and the blue that runs through it, yeah.

and there are some who say there are so many things I need
so I run or I fight and I crawl or I scream and I bleed
I bleed, I bleed

well, it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it.
if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it.
oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness.

I'm on a high I'm on a high
and there's nothing more to it
I have the sun, it's a star
why should I refuse it

and there are so many reasons I could give you why I should be down
there's not enough money or time and my love you're not around
around, around

but it's a lie it's a lie - don't you believe it.
if you're fine then you're fine - it's all how you see it.
oh, there never will be no conspiracy of happiness.

you're alive you're alive - how else could you hear me?
you are fine, you are fine - there's nothing worth fearing
'cause there never will be no conspiracy of happiness

I'm on a high, on a high
we are the sea and the sky
I'm on a high, on a high
I'm on a high

It's a lie, It's a lie don't you believe it
'Cause I've tried and I've tried, and I can't really see it
Yeah, I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness
said I was yours, you were mine but I didn't really mean it
and I lied and I lied
and I wish you hadn't seen it
'cause I'm trapped inside my conspiracy of happiness
I'm on a high, on a high, there's nothing more to it, yeah.

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Once Upon A Corner of Bintaro
06.23.04 (7:51 pm)   [edit]
Tenggorokan saya kian seret, tanpa sadar sudah habis dua minuman botol, namun belum juga terasa memuaskan tenggorokan. Pertama karena ucapan yang terlontar setelah 5 detik yang terasa begitu lama, “Yuph, I’m with him now”.

Sebegitu saja… namun tiba-tiba darah memacu jantung untuk memompa lebih keras, lebih cepat, cukup cepat hingga memerahkan kulit muka yang terlanjur hitam. Otak mengkomando tampilan muka untuk menghadapi keadaan dengan biasa saja, namun lupa memberitahu bagian tubuh yang lain, sehingga keseluruhan body language cukup jelas, saya cemburu.

Lalu saya bilang. “So…?”

Lalu dia jawab “I’m happy”.

"Selamat ya!", Sebuah senyum terpaksa dipasang, kemudian mata memandang kemana-mana, tangan memainkan botol kosong, kaki bergoyang menghentak dengan cepat, angin kencang menguapkan keringat yang terus mengucur.

Sebotol minuman yang baru datangpun kini habis ditenggak.

..........



Listen, late last night, I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi took my girl away
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you got 'til it's gone...

Counting Crows
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Venus
06.21.04 (7:12 pm)   [edit]

Venus
Jika tiba saatnya
Kembalilah
untuk sang Bumi
karena kau cantik
dan Bumi galau temaram

Waktumu sedikit
Dan purnama menutupimu
Dan awan malam basah pekat
Dan bintang-bintang menyeringai geram
Seperti mata serigala dengan lolongannya
panjang

Lewat angin
pohon bambupun berbisik
Tunggu dia di perempatan
Bima Sakti


Radio Dalam, 20 Juni 2004
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MAN N THE MIRROR
06.20.04 (7:13 pm)   [edit]

Belakangan baru notice, kalo semua kaos saya (hanya kaos) dengan desain berupa tulisan (hanya tulisan) tampak bergelombang. Awalnya sempat curiga ama pembantu rumah yang tiap nyetrika selalu sambil dangdut-an. Harus diakui, dulu waktu kuliah dan nge-kos, emang paling yahud nyuci baju sambil dengerin Bang Caca Handika nyanyi “Angka Satu”, beginilah kurang lebih lirik yang dilantunkan:

“Makan-makan sendiri,
Tidur tidur sendiri,
Cuci baju sendiri..... la..la..la...la...la...
Bagaikan angka satu....”

Bersamaan dengan itu kaos basah berbuih sabun murahan itu dibanting, dikucek, dan diperes. Kemudian dilanjutkan dengan siulan mengikuti alunan lagu... dan baju selanjutnya di banting, dikucek, diperes dstnya... Dalam hati bergumam, “Whatta life...!”

Anyway, nuff with that. Slidik punya slidik, ternyata jawabannya se-klise apa yang orang-orang bilang, yakni “Sbelum nyalahin orang, ngaca dulu dong!”. Jadi begitulah, suatu pagi saya ngaca (dlm makna yang harfiah skale) dan mengamati setiap lekuk tubuh montok saya. Kamera tilt up & down, bergerak mengamati perlahan dari atas ke tengah trus ke bawah dan kemudian "Zwing!" dengan cepat kembali ke tengah karena sesuatu yang mencengangkan tengah bersemayam disana.

Wo..wo..wo! Jangan porno dulu! Gumpalan lemak disekitar perut dan pinggang itulah yang dipastikan sebagai penyebab dismanajemen bentuk pada kebanyakan kaos-kaos saya. My shaped stomach (round is also a shape). Begitu bulatnya dia sehingga membuat kebanyakan kaos yang notabene memiliki daya elastisitas tinggi untuk mengikuti bentuk yang ada. Yea..yea... laugh all you want. Hmmmh... Ngga tau pasti harus ngapain? Tapi satu hal, ini merugikan dan saya harus mengambil tindakan. Jadi mikir, apa ta’ pindahin aja cermin yang ada di kamar ini ke tempat lain ya?... hi..hi..hi.. ;p



I’m starting with the man in the mirror
I’m asking him to change his ways
And no message could’ve been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

Michael Jackson
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Ameliorate My Cocktail Recipe!
06.16.04 (10:41 pm)   [edit]
Don't mix pleasure with virtue
unknown

How to make a adjie
Ingredients:

5 parts pride

3 parts courage

5 parts leadership
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little lovability if desired!


Username:


Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
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Jahiliyah Jahilayauw
06.14.04 (6:59 am)   [edit]
"I know you. You can't stand to be alone. You'll find a new one right after you get rid of me..." ANJRIT!... That's her last words. Maybe she's right, but with pride as big as my ego I would then say NO! I'm fine with me being alone, as a matter of fact, I'll bet for this, at least to myself.

Now, it's been a lonely six months. A lof of intrigues in it, but i'm okay. So, is this it? Can I back to my old me? :cry:



I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

Linkin Park
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A wish for a better wish
06.11.04 (4:48 am)   [edit]
SMS 6 days ago,
Me:

Ever thought who'd be lucky enough 2 b ur husband?
Just a reminder as u're now a year older. ;p
Happy belated birthday gurl!

Reply to Me:
Thank you so much sweetheart!
Actually I don't mind marrying my curent boyfriend,
fortunately, He doesn't believe in marriage as much as I am. :D

........................


Oh lucky you,
marriage just don't believe in me ;p

(and the music goes....)


"You're chasing the moon
Reaching out to touch the stars
But you land too soon
What will it take to make you see
The way things really are
you've got this far
So let it happen

Everything's blue now, oh lucky you
Oh lucky you
Theres nothing to lose
And if its really true
Oh lucky you"

Lucky you by Lightning Seeds
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JaguarTA Ngehe!
06.02.04 (9:01 am)   [edit]
Some days you are the bug, some days you are the windshield. anonymous

Di jalanan tadi sempet dikepot ama Jaguar (atau apalah itu jenis mobil terkini...) dari kiri tanpa tedeng aling-aling. Ngga jelas maksudnya apa, tapi kalo emang mau mancing pertarungan kecil, dia berhasil. Saya salip balik dikeruhnya jalanan Jakarta.

Set! Saya lambatkan kendaraan didepannya. Dia membunyikan klaksonnya keras-keras... Cukup lama, sampai akhirnya saya terpaksa jalan dan pertempuran berlanjut. Dia mencoba menyalip namun lagi-lagi itu tak mungkin. Darah muda segar penuh semangat berkompetisi itu kian tak terkejar, tertawa terbahak-bahak meninggalkan sang Jaguar dalam echo tawaan yang kian hilang disapu asap metromini.

Dua hal yang dia lupa, saya biker... dan ini Jakarta.
So save your insignificant hi-tech car in your garage while i suck the spirit within this bad air pollution and traffic of Jakarta he..he..he..

Bike rules! :twisted:
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SIDESTREAM VS MAINSTREAM
06.01.04 (9:53 pm)   [edit]
Begitu judul diskusi di Galeri Octagon tempo hari. Tadinya saya pikir ini mengenai sebuah perseteruan yang sangat seru. Tapi begitu ikutan didalamnya, belakangan jadi tahu kalau sebenernya perseteruan itu ngga pernah bener-bener ada. Keduanya adalah bentuk eksistansi atas segala aspek hidup. Mainstream adalah bentukan yang nyata, lebih sering tampak oleh kebanyakan mata, contoh; major label, majalah atau koran komersil, film layar lebar, dll. Sedangkan Sidestream bukan media eksistansi yang terbentuk atas perlawanan terhadap mainstream, melainkan eksis karena keinginan sendiri, karena karakter dan target yang mungkin lebih spesifik, seperti; zine, indie label, indiekomik, short movie, dan masih banyak lagi.

Kalau menurut saya, menjadi insan kreatif, notabene harus menciptakan karya yang orisinal, berarti dituntut untuk selalu berpikir untuk mencipta yang baru. Menjadi beda dari yang ada, menjadi minoritas dari mayoritas, menjadi sidestream diantara mainstream. Hidup sidestream! Iya ngga?


Be daring, be different, be impractical, be anything that will assert integrity of purpose and imaginative vision against the play-it-safers, the creatures of the commonplace, the slaves of the ordinary.
Cecil Beaton
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